Compassion Fatigued

How many times do you have to say the same thing over and over before someone gets your message? I wonder.
And.......once you take your stand, why is that other person is always surprised? I don't like surprises, myself, and so I always try to be upfront, say what I mean, therefore not surprising anyone else. At this writing, I am done.......finished with the absolute lackadaisical attitude within this house; I am finished with being the grown up. There are 3 things I absolutely will not tolerate from a man, and he's already burned up 2 of them. I have no more energy for bullshit; I have no more compassion. I am finished with wondering, worrying, waiting, hoping, etc., etc., etc. The fact of the matter is he just doesn't have the drive, ambition, or follow-thru that I want in a partner.
Without sounding pretentious, I am accustomed to living a certain way. I pay my bills; my pantry is always stocked; I have running around money; I have emergency money. I don't live on the verge of losing things, basics. Even when I was at my worst with drinking, I made sure I took care of business. I refuse to live this way. It's not as if I haven't been patient and bought into every excuse he could come up with because I have. This isn't me. To continue on with this lifestyle would just be lying to myself, and I won't do that. Within the next 3 months I hope to find a job to save enough money to either A) fully support myself or B) save enough to go back home. I have already spoken to my brother and I can stay there. I know I won't be able to get into pharmacy here because I'm not licensed for Texas (and that costs money I don't have right now). How I wish I could tho! Even part time in pharmacy, I can make enough money to fully support myself.
From here on, all of my energy will be focused on getting myself out of this situation. I got into it; I'll get out of it. I put my faith into someone that I shouldn't have; it's that simple. The longer I put off the truth, the harder it will be for me to fix my life. I've wasted enough time on this bullshit............onward!